hey hey, I'm super busy with life, so I'm sorry if I haven't been on in a while/ won't be on very regularly for a while.
update:
moving into my new place ( !!!!!!!!!!!!! ) : 1 week.
calgary: 1 1/2 weeks. = sarah's grad/ mad parties / money making goodness

I'm bringing my laptop along, so for the month and a half that I'll be gone I'll still check in when I can

Have a great summer guys, and stay safe-ish

Life is good. Like mad ridiculous good. All I have to say is that exams are ooooover, and I had this overwhelming epiphany as I walked out the doors that the next four months of my life are MINE. I can do whatever the fuck I want, at this very moment. I could go ANYWHERE. It blows my mind. I'm on this insane, indescribable high, you have no idea. It's like mad after sex tingle

A, I wish I could pass some of this on to you.



...and I've met someone, which always puts roses in your glasses
and I like him for real.

Fox, you and your brother are ridiculous in the best possible sense of the word, and all I have to say is U-F-C!!!!!!! Ben told me what you call f&s, so I can see how the U-F-S came about.

soldiers: "You stole this from Fiendishmax!"
Johnny Depp: "Comandeered mate, comandeered."
me: "thanks for having my back Johnny."
Johnny Depp: "You can have my back any time. Or my front, or whatever you want."
me: *starts to swoon*

:dream sequence ends:

*cough* so ANYWAY, the point is I comandeered this from max.

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?:
Wouldn't it be nice?- Beach Boys
Bahaha... maybe the male world...

Will I have a happy life?:
The Joker- Steve Miller Band
I guess this means I'll be a carefree goof forever...

Do people secretly lust after me?
The Stranger-- Billy Joel
Ooo, how mysterious...

How can I make myself happy?:
The Way You Make Me Feel-- Michael Jackson
I'll let you take from that what you will. Then get back to me.

What should I do with my life?:
Amie-- Damien Rice
Become a lesbian?? What is destiny telling me??

Will I ever have children?:
The Dream-- The Birthday Massacre
umm...

What is some good advice for me?:
Moving Out-- Billy Joel
Bahaha... Maybe I'll just selectively choose to take this advice and discard the possible push towards lesbianism. Would that be wrong?

How will I be remembered?:
Bridge Over Troubled Water-- Simon and Garfunkel
Aww, that one is sweet. I like helping people *does the helping dance*

What is my signature dancing song?:
Tucker's Town-- Hootie and the Blowfish
fun. sort of.

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Change-- Eric Clapton
no comment?

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Love Song For No One-- John Mayer
Well I don't know how to take that.

What song will play at my funeral?:
You give love a bad name-- Bon jovi
oh, come on now. that was just spiteful. *shakes head at Fate*

What type of men/women do you like?:
Obvious-- Christina Aguilera
BAHAHAHA!! cute. Now, feel free to shoot me for having that song on my list.

When will/do you have sex?:
Femme Fatale-- Velvet Underground
hehe...

What is your day going to be like?:
No, je ne regrette rien (No, I regret nothing)-- Edith Piaf
um, I guess that's good.


well that was fun.

It's not piano lessons.
I know your mom says that if at first you don't succeed, you should try again, but trust me, I could never love you.
I'm NOT sorry. That's life. Some people just don't fit together. Your love is ANNOYING me. Yep, the constant attention is flattering, and it's getting on my nerves.

'A pedestal is as much a prison as any small, confined space.'



and then, the one I want gives me goose bumps. I want him, but I don't want the game to end. I never want to lose the goose bumps. I'm afraid to make it real because in the light maybe it won't be what I imagined. I'm afraid to. Isn't that strange?

Hey heyyyy....

Just wanted to change up my page.

Listening to Billy Joel "only the good die young", and in a good place.

Hmm... update?

Help me stop dating, pleaaassee... *laugh* Boys are everywhere, looking for girls. It's no good, I can't hold back I'm sick of dating people I don't care about. Sick of it! I'm sick of breaking up with people, sick of first dates, sick of fancy friday night dinners. I'm in that phase where I just want to be expectation-free. No pressure... I want to have fun. I need to be impressed for it to be more. They just don't get it... *sigh* A few days ago, I went out to Blue Cactus with this guy... I thought I might as well give him a chance. He was cute, 25, in law school, really intelligent, sweet, bilingual (haha...)... He introduced me to his best friend, who was Engaged *choke* and I suddenly thought: "My parents got married when they were 25..." and I freaked. Grow up? I DON'T WANNA! *stomps foot*
I need summer. I need to fly... the sooner I get on that plane, the better.
May: Calgary, Alberta
June: road trip to Vancouver, mayyybe a week in Australia... we'll see
July: Stampede! Then Nova Scotia to see Cait
August: volunteering at a camp for kids taking a break from tough homes
September: back at school, in my own apartment with three of my best friends, starting the archaeology part of my program

A nice long talk with ... I feel a lot more sane